dhanto’s blog

It has been such a long long time since i posted my last post. Having holiday for 3 MONTHS!! yay!!
writing blogs could be a fun way to kill some time. lol.

i just watched this movie posted in youtube about Indonesian comedians which now had become a legend in Indonesia movie industry. They are WARKOP DKI!! Dono, Kasino, Indro. Dang the first time I watched them in TV is when I was in primary school. If there is one thing I could regret that would be I didn't have a chance to take photos with 3 of them.

I’ve been discussing this problematic question with my friend and still I couldn’t get the solution, sooo maybe I just write it in this post since I have nothing to talk about recently.

Fighting for something you can never have. Is it worthwhile compare to your efforts? I know that even you did something small to that something you can never have, it would give you this indescribable sensation in which may satisfy your feeling about it, or gives you an experience about it because you may think that it won’t happen to you twice in your whole life. But, still, what’s the point?

Okay, let’s talk about this “something” is someone. I used to think that my effort is not quite hard enough when I did not get what I wanted to and I always try even harder to get it. IF this “something” is a thing, yea probably you could say you would have done the same, but what if this something is a person, who has feelings and responses, would you done the same? And is there a so-called limit when you have to hold back your efforts?

I’m still wondering about the answers of it.

Alright, I started writing this post after I heard a song about this a man who misses his former girlfriend and telling memories when they started falling in love. He would do anything just to having her stand by him. And still he couldn’t let go of her. In the end, there is no any single reply from the girl.

The man said “I miss you so much and it hurts”. Is it hurt to miss someone? Is it painful when you are thinking about the one you care so much? I would say, based on my experience, it ishurt when you miss someone that you won’t be able to be together, and you know it in a very deep of your heart and aware of that. Although you suffer the pain, still you can’t get the feeling away, can you?

Anyways, it’s still up to you whether you challenge against it, or let your feeling gets the best of you.

Yay my exams are over! Now, just holiday and I. I still have no idea what I should write in this blog. Maybe thoughts, pictures, stories, or you tell me. As I mentioned before in the earlier post that I’m not much of a writer, I’m very clueless when facing blogs! Yeah so why did I start writing a blog from the start? Well, it’s mystery,, hehehhe,, naahh just kidding.

Haahh I’m not sure whether I should write in here. Alright, here I go. I kind of promised to my ex-gf that I would write a story about the two of us. The thing is that it was soooo perfect and it was seemed like nothing could make us apart, but apparently long distance has. 722 miles apart between the two of us made this relationship was the hardest relationship that I ever had, but also the most romantic, and unforgettable. Maybe I won’t be able to move on for awhile, but I do hope that I would get over it as soon as possible. Damn it, it’s killing me!

Oh yea, I got an idea. Maybe I would write about a song and apply it to the real life. Is that a fine idea or it’s just a lousy idea? I guess I just have to write what I had in mind.

Aahh finally my first post after about a month I registered in this site. Well, today is the last day of my exams; I couldn't study all night long and just sitting in front of my laptop. I’m not really much of a writer though so my apology if my writing is tedious or filled with grammar errors. *chuckle*
I was inspired to write after I heard this song about a guy whom covering himself with all possible pleasures and acting like a tough person, but inside he was bleeding and left with many scars from the past. I think what had happened to a person is really building up the personality of a person, had it?
Holiday is coming and usually I’m so excited to it, I guess I’m not for this time, not going back to my home country could be the reason, or should I say I lost one of my reasons to go back. *sigh*
Oohh daamn my exam is in 4 hours. I must go back to my study then. I will update this blog more frequently because I’m having a lot of mind lately and the reason why I started this blog at the very first time.